It hasn’t been a bad month but not a very good month either. In less than 30 days, I found a new therapist (she’s great), my husband had knee surgery, I witnessed a shooting, and now my dog has to be medicated because he’s too anxious and gets excited about everything – if that makes sense.
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I deleted all of my social media apps from my phone because of the election results. News apps have been deleted as well. This may sound extreme to some people, but my mental health is still trying to heal after the whole Ozempic fiasco.
I always try to be informed of current events. Right now, I need a break. I’ve been doing fine without doom-scrolling Instagram or the news. I distract myself by watching TV shows from when I was growing up. Work is getting a little busier so that helps, too.
The results of the election could affect my family and me. Our livelihood, our well-being, our survival.
Never underestimate the power of a large group of stupid people.
Dear Trump Voters: You’ve Destroyed Our Country
I try not to talk about politics. It can be so divided. But what happened this election year has made me realize I live amongst stupid people.
So, yes, Trump voters. You destroyed our country. Here’s why:
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I went up to .50mg a month ago. A week later, there was a difference in my moods and my anxiety was at its worse. I already suffer from schizoaffective disorder and the paranoia and auditory hallucinations all came back. Then the suicidal thoughts came back as well.
This went on for 2 more weeks until I had my monthly check in with my doctor and I explained to her what was happening to me. She told me that they are starting studies on the effects of the medication with mental health. There’s a 38% chance of having depression and suicidal thoughts…which is already bad when you already have those to begin with. She recommended I go back to my .25mg dosage any maybe it could help.
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Pet Loss – One Of The Worst Losses In Life
I’m writing this on the plane on my way back home from a business trip.
My sister’s cat passed away suddenly last night due to feline heart failure. I was walking back to my room when my sister texted me. I broke down. I raised that cat from when he was a kitten. I was the one who picked him out with his sister over 11 years ago. It hurt. It always does when a pet passes away – unexpectedly or otherwise. You never get used to it. You never get desensitized to it.
Pardon the resolution. It was around 2017 and I was using an iPhone 8.
